This is new

It's 2017. I am 20 years old. I am in Egypt.
Holy moly a lot has changed.

To be honest I'm just using this to figure out of I have a virus on my computer or to see if there's something wrong with my internet. I was looking through my bookmarks to test if most websites I go on are alright and this popped up.

In case there's anyone reading this (if there is please let yourself be known), know that I may get back into blogging again. But if what I fear is right, and there is no one sle reading this except me (lol I dont fear it, it's just my instinct), then it will be you reading this again in a few years time, remembering yourself sitting in egypt writing this because your phone has a virus,

Times are weird.

I'm Back

Hello and sorry for the massively selfish disappearance. 

I'm back now, and hoping to get my thought down on this blog that no one reads. 

I'm definitely /not/ going to be posting everyday. I have better things to do.

Just wanted to let you know (well, let me know) that I'm hoping to use this blog much more than I used to, with documents of my day, pictures and of course, rants. Where would anyone be without a good rant or two.

It's been more than a year since I actually went on this blog. I... have nothing to say for myself.
I'm now in college, just finished my Jan exams (Bio, Chem and Psycho) so I have nothing useful to do with my time.
My Quran update is: I am now at Surah Hajj, woop.
Ermm, nothing more to say, just that have fun with your life and don't forget meeee

Meanie beanie

Some times i just feel like it wish this happened to some people:

Yeah, its mean, but true, >.>

Qur'an update

Ooopsy Daisy... I kinda forgto to do that for the past erm.. 2 months.. :P
I am now on surah Shura for those who care, and doing revision of Surah Tour. :)

Writing tips...

A lot of people ask me "How you write fiction so well?" and the answer is often "I dont have a clue", Because I really dont! I mean, when I want to write something,  I just word it a little different, and add it A LOT of descriptions about the place and person, and what they are doing.
However, as I'm writing, I've noticed that  I try and make it as realistic as possible. For example, if someone says something, they mostly have an action to accompany it, like when you say, "What? You never did that!" your eyes always scrunch up and you shake your head, holding up your hands in question. How do I know this? Because I act it out myself. Yeah.. I'm weird. You dont wanna be there when I'm writing, you'll see me do some really weird faces and hand actions. And I always put myself in the characters place, and write down practically what I would do.
I have some weird methods of writing, but alhamdulillah, their successful!
If you want to check out my story blogs, here they are: Amatullah and Fierce Battle, although Fierce Battle is under construction still.
Please visit my story blogs, and dont forget to comment!
Jazakillahu Khayran.... :)

Taraweeh

 Assalamualaikum.......
So, Ramadhan is going well, fasting getting easier, and Quran getting read more. SubhanAllah!
But Taraweeh.... well thats a different story. I prayed the first one, alhamdulillah, but after that i was put on creche duty (where I look after the kids that are too small to pray). Since then, I haven't done a taraweeh. I feel really bad, I really wanted to do the whole month this Ramadhan, but instead, I'm stuck with a bunch on kids.
I was complaining to my mum about the kids, and she just said a simple "Dont do it then. Come pray instead." I didnt have an answer to that, I mean I cant just leave and not turn uo for my duty... I'm needed as a volunteer, there arent that many willing to sacrifice their tarweeh prayers for kids.
But then again, I dont want to be that person!! It's Ramadhan, a month where when you do one good deed, the ajar mutliplie tenfold. I dont WANT to be looking after kids! I want to be there, praying and earning rewards, just like everyone else.
Wallahi it's not fair, and I don't know what to do. Will I get ajar for looking after the kids while the parents are praying? If I do, is it going to be the same amount? It's bugging me a lot, and I just had to write it down to get all my frustrations out and vent about it for a bit.
I hope you didnt mind. I know it's not good to be angry when you're fasting, but then I'm not fasting after I've broken my fast and it's time for taraweeh... :P
InshaAllah, all will go well, and I will get a lot of ajar for doing that which I dont like doing.
 Walaikumsalam

Youth Club

I was never really that type of person, where I would join a club to make friends, and waste my time in learning "new" things. I loved my own friends, and never really strayed too far into what I didnt like.
However these two years were diefferent. Last year I went to the Green Lane Summer Youth Club, but I didnt really enjoy it. I wasnt comfortable in the atmosphere; I didnt know any one there apart from my sister, and at that time we were mortal enemies. So yeah, life wasnt so dandy.
But then this year, me and my sister decide to go again, (we act more like human beings to each other, rather than animals). I wake up on the day just to find out that she isnt going. I was VERY angry. I thought to myself, O.K, it's gonna be like last year, me sat somewhere at the back with no-one really knowing me and being a loner. It wasnt like that.
First of all, lots of the main sisters there knew my name, especially the boss (well she's the funniest one there, so she deserves to be a boss....), I knew lots of people, two people from my duxi had come, and my neighbour, plus lots of the girls that volunteered with me.
I sat near the front, and didnt feel like I wasnt part of it, and now I actually cant wait till the next day (tomorrow). It's gonna be very sad and everything, cuz tomoz is our last day.. Oh well, I had a good time, and learnt lots. If you want to know more about what I learnt, go on to my other Islamically based site: Journey To Knowlegde.
Ma'assalaam

The missing puzzle piece

 

Life is like a full puzzle, with one missing.

There is always something not quite right

Something missing.

So you search through your life to find out what it is.

Because you know that something's not quite right,

You stop, you ponder over what's missing.

But it's too hard, so you give up.

You forget that something vital is missing,

you try to go about life 

and it works.

You make do without the missing puzzle,

Compromise

tell yourself that it's not really missing, 

That you have it in your hand,

When whats in your hand is a paper version coloured in by your little sister.

When whats in you hand is your hypocritical belief in Allah.

You think that it's right.

That what your doing will please Allah greatly, 

when there's one vital piece of information that you're missing,

That you think you know but not really you don't.

Can any one guess?
Lets see if anyone can guess before I reveal the answer
Lets see if anyone can guess without scrolling down and cheating
Because if you don't know what vital piece of information you're missing
Then you'd think you were perfect
Because you don't know what's missing.
The answer is: Tawheed.
How many of you know what that means?
How many of you know the three components?
Wallahi this is important.
Now you've found your missing piece,
Go and research
(on sites with the right aqeedah of course)
and fill in that missing space
with the right piece.