Oooooh, I havent posted in a while (not that anyone is actually interested but oh well). i was supposed to keep track of how my quran is doing. Well, I finished Surah Fath about a week ago, and have now learnt round about two pages of Surah Muhammad. You might be thinking "Oh Wow! Thats great!" But no its not. the onl reason i have actually learnt that much is because
1) I started Duqsi on Monday (which is a somali mosque)
2)She is really strict (my teacher)
3) If I dont know it she wont be happy.
And the thing that annoys me the most is that I keep on getting fricking distracted with other things, intead of actually just focusing on my Qur'aan. I go on other blogs, browse around, and even read other surahs when I dont have the laptop. for example, this is a distraction right now, as I was reading my Qur'aan two minutes ago.
And another thing is that I know my ashr (Qur'aan) but yet when I read it to the mualin (teacher) I still make a whole load of mistakes, which is sooo annoying, then I get that damn dissapporving look of hers. I dunno why but I get soo nervous - even when I had to read to my bro.
And, before I started it, I was like, "Oh the environment will help me a lot.....bla bla blahh" and it turns out it doesnt fricking matter, cuz i still cant concentrate! plus we have to learn it at home then read it to her in duqsi, so my environment thing went down the drain.....
Lol soz for being so ranty and drony today, just needed to get my anger out.
